I spent this evening at the ball park!! Besides my son who plays pee wee baseball with the coach pitching to him on Saturday Mornings...My nephew is now playing in a competitive league. It is soo much fun to watch...they steal bases and the team chants loudly and the coach is amazing. There are coaches for other teams that infuriate me! They degrade the umps and the players on both teams!! But not our coach! Tonight was a very interesting game. The other team was short a few players. They only had 7 players on the field. Our coach, seeing as how all our players were present, suggested that one of our players play for their team The players were like no not me I don't want to play for the other team!! But eventually the team was like ok!! Coach picked a player and sent them to play for the other team!! In the last inning our player was actually pitching to our players who were up to bat. It was HUGE intense. I was proud that he didn't just fudge because he was pitching against his own team!! We won the game anyway15 to 10. But I was thinking too bad most adults never had a coach like this! A coach who teaches more than fundamentals, she teaches sportsmanship and good conduct. She is just an awsome example of the ideal experience in little league sports. these players were all hand chosen for the competitive league and yet they were here tonite supporting the other team I was a little put out at first as we played this same team last week a few players short and they hadn't shown us the same courtesy...but then I thought what an awesome example. I am proud of our team and VERY PROUD OF OUR COACH!! You go girl!! Thanks for being an inspiration!!

Have a great day all! Much love and grateful blessings! Kwick

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

Well that suites me just fine...Orange is my favorit color!! Who knew I could pull it off as a hair color too! Have a great evening all Much love, Kwick

Who Should Paint You: Salvador Dali

You're a complex, intense creature who displays many layers. There's no way a traditional portrait could ever capture you!

Ok so now I am like shrek and an onion...I have layers
But Seriously I do hava many layers...Have a great day!! Kwick

With a rough week behind me...
I find myself setting with my feet in the stream...
Some things seem to be falling apart around me...
The vaccum has been broke for weeks...
The dryer has been broke for weeks...
My job will not be waiting for me in the fall...
The car brokedown yesterday...
The truck wouldn't start today...
Hubby and I had words because I can never hear him on the phone...
Must have been the stress...
Need to buy a new phone...
But haven't made it to do that yet...
Still trying to figure out how to get the upstairs finishes...
I have no clue or ability when it comes to dry wall...
Lots of stuff (literally) piling up...
But like i said i sit here with my feet in the stream...
So I ask my dear friends here...
Is avoiding the same as denying????
I know it is all there and waiting for me to do something but maybe I am on overload!! My list of things to do just keeps getting longer and longer!! Oh well .... your thoughts...maybe i just need a swift kick in the ...

Grateful Blessings! Have a great week!
Kwick

There are knots in my stomach and my heart aches
The day turns to night and the only sound is the tick of the clock
The lonliness creeps out of the corners and smothers me
The sky is blanketed with night trapping empty all around me
I cannot scream the sound is stuck in my throat
I cannot cry for fear of never being able to stop
My head is swimming in this stream of lonliness
Empty smiles followed by answers to questions I do not want them to ask

Are they living vicariously through me

Light headed and dizzy someone remind me to breathe
My shoulders tingle and I know it is coming
Inhale.......Exhale
Lonliness has wrapped itself around me
Trapped with nowhere to turn and noone to save me
Afraid to lay down alone....I go until I can go no more
When morning comes it is time to be brave
Lonliness hides afraid of the light and the truth it brings
The birds wake me up telling me loliness has lost its grip
I start a new day fully aware that lonliness hides in the corner
Waiting for the nightfall blanket
Waiting to remind me once again
I am alone!!!

The moon was full and you were not here to share it with me
It is sunny there we aren't even under the same sky
The house is quiet this is our together time but you are there
When the days are full it doesn't hurt so much....I love you and I miss you!!! Be safe my hero!! Much love
Kwick